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My name is Noah and on May 18 2011, I had a rare reaction to a vaccine called VIVITROL and consequently spiraled into a major, agitated, suicidal depression with depersonalization. I lost 25 lbs in 4 weeks and was in full panic or near panic for 8 weeks straight mixed with the darkest most painful depression I cold have ever imagined. I immediately could not work and had to move in with my parents who along with many siblings and friends had to watch me 24/7 as I was so suicidal. I was eventually hospitalized. Getting through each day seemed truly unbearable and I knew I would surely die. I have been put on many many different SSRI's SNRI's Tricyclics, Mood stabilizers, anti psychotics, holistic meds, acupuncture and even a form of shock therapy called RTMS. I barely saw any improvement in my condition for a full year. It was decided I had treatment resistant depression and I spent nearly every moment in tears. Weeks after starting my newest round of medications (Seroquel & Nortryptaline) as a last ditch effort, I had my blood drawn for possible hormone imbalances and my Testosterone levels came back 200 ng/Dl and 150 ng/Dl. The average 25 year old male has 750 ng/Dl. With this discovery I for the first time had any type of possible explanation as to why I was not getting better and why I might be so so sick. The symptoms of such Low T are very similar to those of major depression. I started Testosterone replacement therapy soon after and have been checking in with the world and documenting my experience with treatment as well as giving my insight and perspective on various topics of mental health. I am blessed to say that I have slowly, over the last year and 6 months, been improving and becoming more stable which I never thought to be possible. My low T manifested itself in the form of Major depression, anxiety, and depersonalization/ derealization for over a year. Gaining some mental stability back is nothing short of a miracle as I was near death for what felt like forever. I do not consider myself to be totally healed yet but I am closer now then ever before and aim to use what I have been through to help or at least offer support to others in need I was able to successfully come off my Seroquel and Pamelor.

I work out all the time as a part of my mental health recovery!!! Weight training and all kinds of cardio rule much of my free time!

Am I Abusing My Testosterone Replacement Therapy?

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My Story

My name is Noah and on May 18 2011, I had a rare reaction to a vaccine called VIVITROL and consequently spiraled into a major, agitated, suicidal depression with depersonalization. I lost 25 lbs in 4 weeks and was in full panic or near panic for 8 weeks straight mixed with the darkest most painful depression I cold have ever imagined. I immediately could not work and had to move in with my parents who along with many siblings and friends had to watch me 24/7 as I was so suicidal. I was eventually hospitalized. Getting through each day seemed truly unbearable and I knew I would surely die. I have been put on many many different SSRI's SNRI's Tricyclics, Mood stabilizers, anti psychotics, holistic meds, acupuncture and even a form of shock therapy called RTMS. I barely saw any improvement in my condition for a full year. It was decided I had treatment resistant depression and I spent nearly every moment in tears. Weeks after starting my newest round of medications (Seroquel & Nortryptaline) as a last ditch effort, I had my blood drawn for possible hormone imbalances and my Testosterone levels came back 200 ng/Dl and 150 ng/Dl. The average 25 year old male has 750 ng/Dl. With this discovery I for the first time had any type of possible explanation as to why I was not getting better and why I might be so so sick. The symptoms of such Low T are very similar to those of major depression. I started Testosterone replacement therapy soon after and have been checking in with the world and documenting my experience with treatment as well as giving my insight and perspective on various topics of mental health. I am blessed to say that I have slowly, over the last year and 6 months, been improving and becoming more stable which I never thought to be possible. My low T manifested itself in the form of Major depression, anxiety, and depersonalization/ derealization for over a year. Gaining some mental stability back is nothing short of a miracle as I was near death for what felt like forever. I do not consider myself to be totally healed yet but I am closer now then ever before and aim to use what I have been through to help or at least offer support to others in need I was able to successfully come off my Seroquel and Pamelor.

I work out all the time as a part of my mental health recovery!!! Weight training and all kinds of cardio rule much of my free time!

30 thoughts on “Am I Abusing My Testosterone Replacement Therapy?

  1. Noah, whatup bro! My TRT provider has kicked me up to injections of 200ml
    or whatever it’s called. Yesterday he told me I need to give blood because
    my total red blood cell count is a bit over the highest limit. My
    estrodial is on the high side again and I’m starting to get nervous. I’ve
    been losing weight and am down 15lbs in the last 2 weeks and have a long
    way to go, but I’m wondering if the weight is causing this to happen. How
    often do you have your blood checked?

  2. great video, the problem with trt is that you only get a bottle every few
    months before a refill so you have to save the stuff. then you have to go
    back to the doc and get blood work! then you take a good amount for a few
    months then you have to back off it so your blood work comes in normal
    therefor losing the gains. its a endless cycle is it worth it…. I think
    so….lol

  3. Hey there Noah! 🙂
    Every man wants to be muscular and big that is totally natural, but since
    you’re huge already and since you feel much better now, why would you care
    too much about getting bigger really? 🙂 Too much of almost anything is not
    good.

    I’m just an athletic guy who weights 72-75 kg so I can only envy you 😀 But
    I’d never feel bad about something like that. I’m not big? So what, I don’t
    give a damn as long as I’m happy, have a good life and as long as people
    that I love and care about love me for who I am, that’s all I need 🙂

    I think you should have the same outlook on it.
    Don’t get me wrong, I think what you’re doing is amazing and I think that
    working out is a great and a healthy thing. All I want to say is that you
    just MUST find an optimal range, stick with it, be satisfied with it, relax
    and avoid obsessing over how awesome would it be if you we juuuust a bit
    bigger 🙂
    I mean, who really gives a damn, you’re an awesome man that’s what really
    matters!

    1. In terms of thought process, we are very similar Rosu! I just may have a
      more prevalent devil on my other shoulder. Great comment.

    2. +Bignoknow Chronicles
      I am glad to hear that Noah. And don’t worry I used to have quite of a
      devil on my shoulder too but angel will always win in the end 😉

  4. Why have you such levels of bodyfat when you are taking TRT. Increasing
    your TRT should decrease your fat levels. Are you eating a crappy diet
    still?

  5. Hey bro look go hard. Your already taking it, your body doesn’t know what
    the doc is saying to take and actually the doctor probably doesn’t know if
    what your taking is too much or too little. Bump it up to 400 mgs brother 2
    shots a week. I’m running the same, (Watson pharm) and I’m getting nice
    results. You’ll get stronger and bigger, (libido will be blowing chicks
    ribs out), I’d stay on for 8 weeks then bump back down to normal
    dosage….beings it’s winter and you don’t wanna be bloated summer time
    anyways. Reguard less if ya do or don’t, I’m glad your doing well.

  6. Straighten up that diet first! The more test you take the more water your
    going to retain. Thats what it did to me anyways. I’m on 100 mg’s a week
    and I have lost weight and have become leaner. A few years ago I took 200
    mg’s a week and I gained a bunch of water weight. Your 240 bro, lean up
    and get those abs!

  7. Love ur vids. Must say tho, you’re carrying alota bodyfat. Try pulling in
    the reins on your diet and youll look and feel even better.

  8. Lol I remember your fail attempt at giving yourself a shot in your leg
    funny video . But any way this video shows your tru honesty and I say
    continue what u been doin sir if it ain’t broke then don’t fix it right …
    

  9. Going over prescription sounds like a reeeaally bad idea:(..u said it you
    self, that would be your ego at play. You look really great and if your
    feeling good then just enjoy your workouts:) xx

  10. In some circles its called blasting and cruising. Been on TRT over 2 years
    now. blasted twice now at 500mgs for 6 weeks. Both times right around week
    6 blood pressure skyrockets even with AI (Aromasin 25 mgs ED). And both
    times when I dropped back down…major depression for about 2 weeks after.
    And that was tapering the AI so I know it wasn’t high estro. My experience
    feel great while blasting until week 6. Then feel like crap for 2 weeks
    coming back down. Gains mostly water as the blasts were not really long
    enough…sucks.

  11. Great job Noah… I been down the same road as you the past 2 years.. gave
    up on life & suicidal depression. I was so miserable. Musician, guitarist
    for 30 yrs.Quit playing too… wondered why i’m like this till I got blood
    work back in may… Low T… from being on pain meds for 6 years. hurinated
    disc in lower back.So far I’m 6 weeks on TRT… feel better, but not the
    greatest yet.. so much better than before..lost 40 lbs of muscle the past 3
    years. i gained 15 lbs. so far & the muscle is getting there.. I’m doing
    200 mg. a week.of test cyp. need to get blood work next week to see where
    I’m at.. Don;t know what my levels are at,,great work & keep it up.. after
    bloods, I’m thinking of upping the dose maybe.. just to get the gains a bit
    faster..maybe 50mgs if anything.. before I started TRT I was 140..Skin &
    bones from low T for so long. Now,150…Best of luck… Keep up the great
    work..From what i hear,,,life gets so much better…just takes time…
    friend me on facebook…

  12. I went through a depression once that was sooooo bad I knew I would die. it
    was the worst thing I had ever endured. for that reason and having that
    experience , I respect what you have done. I do have 1 question though? Are
    you gay? has anyone ever asked you that? You kind of talk like your gay a
    little. nothing wrong with that ether way. but I’ve got some questions for
    you. PS I’m not gay

    1. +animal craze I was just wondering? I’m from the inner city so I might be
      wrong? maybe you just from the sticks.?

    2. +animal craze so you insult me for asking if your gay? its just a question.
      your making videos. you should be upfront with veiwers

  13. Thanks for being so honest Noah. You never did say what happened with the
    Creatine! Did that help or just not worth it? BTW, you are big enough. Any
    bigger, you won’t look good IMHO. How is your diet going?

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